So it's been a long while...

So it's been a while.....Since I been back blogging my life away.  It's been  busy couple years, with moving a few times and now trying to pay my way through college while working full time...  East Coast living is definitely not my way of life, but with family issues, the temp living and flying back  to the West Coast has been tuff and I see the never ending traveling when need be.

So what has been new... At the moment I have picked up a job in Silver Spring maryland so I can make an income while my long but short stay has been happening, During the days I spend the time with my father, when I need to be, and then mostly spend my nights working at a local Irish Pub... I haven't stopped planning on finishing school to get my RN, but I needed a break from school, one can only take so much...Right?  In the last couple years I have made some rad friends and lost some very dear ones, but as I always say life is a journey.

So what has been happening... I added some photo's of the last couple years to update the awesome fun I been having!

Enjoying my Christmas on the Beach of Bermuda... 

Cold on the Winter day in Bermuda! 

First Winter I lived back in East Coast... I like snow from a far

Stepbrothers wedding... With my step sister in law Amy! 2011

My favorite Mexican Sara on Cino de Mayo! 2012 

Bach Party anyone?

Half Marathon time in Disney! 

Diana and I at Dodgertown! 

My little brother is a High School Grad!! had to come home for that right?

Phish Concert at Merriweather I came back for... 

Enjoying the Islands... 2011

RIP Hefner Goldscher.. best pup ever! 2012

Delaney... summer 2012

Paigie and Me making funny faces... 2012

Glow in the Dark People will eat your soul...

Beware they will...

So, in 72 hours I will be going back east to Maryland to the cold cold weather... Oh wait and even colder reception... I haven't lived in Maryland for the last 5 to 6 months. And I come with in tack for the last two weeks the most drama from people who you think would never lie that much about one person. I think after the whole thing it has got me to think how happy I am in Los Angeles! And how greatful I am to have the greatest friends out here. I have became friends who took me in like family. And I could never ask for more!!!! We can get alittle wild at times, but we all enjoy life and can all get together and have even more fun as a big group. Even if its painting ourselfs in glow in the dark paint and scare people.... bahahaha

two dogs and a what missing cat?

Sunday oh that had to be the day..... So sunday was just an average day of me cleaning the house dealing with the dogs (thank god one goes to my dad in almost a month) ! Some weird way Tirranna got out of my house... I usually tell her no because I am scared she will never come back. Well Sunday the 19th was that day... I didn't realize it till later in the early evening when it was time for dinner.. That she wasn't actually in the house... When I call her for dinner she comes she always does cause its the only time she get food unless she has left overs. And she is always excited for me to call her for dinner at that. I never saw her left nor did I ever see her in the yard and when she does get out I ALWAYS DO... so whats so different about this time? I still don't know... but I do say I haven't slept in two days... Scout knows there is something wrong cause I keep calling for her in and out the house... My clean house I did have sunday afternoon is now in shits. Either A. I have messed up the house or B. Scout and Adelaide have played so much that right now I could care less but I just want my baby home... after everything the last two years her and scout have been the ones I cuddle with and make me feel loved... they just want my attention 24/7 and I feel bad when I don't....

Right now I could careless that my boss is crazy and that I havent worked yet this week because again she is crazy ... but atleast it gives me time to look like a moron and yell for Tirranna every hour in hope that she will just run to me.... So everyone just keep hoping my baby girl comes back soon!!!! It's definitely more quite at home and I really don't like it.... I rather be yelling at scout for humping tirranna or yelling at him for wanting to be somewhat evil but in a loving way... And see tirranna laying with adelaide because adelaide doesn't really understand that Tirranna is a Cat not a dog...

but I am off to staples... my order of more signs have come in!

Why does it matter?

So my best friend and I hang out a lot, well we are best friends so we have fun hanging out together. But what I don't get is that people think because you don't have a boyfriend or thinking about it, Im probably gay? I am at the point in my life were I am happy not having a relationship. I had one for so long off and on that I am glad that I don't have to deal with that drama. I find that I am happier and loving life right now, and enjoying my friends. My best friend is at the same point in her life to and we both just rather hangout and have fun. What is wrong with that? We both get guys numbers and talk to guys when we are out but we just rather be by ourselves than have a boy in our life.

Is this what society is coming to, if you dont have a man in your life your gay? That doesn't make sense to me.. I'm 25 and before was in a place where I was so unhappy with myself that I am finally at a place where I feel happier and an enjoying my life. Does that matter if I have a guy in my life? I have guys in it, just not dating anyone becuase it is my choice. I see everyone around me getting engaged and married... Great for them they are ready for that, well I am not I rather just hang out with my girl friends.

I think I have gone nuts..

So last night while drinking a yummy summer ale. I got the smartest greatest idea in the world... Only when drinking do I ever come up with them... Maybe that's how I ended in Los Angeles, who knows...

So for the last couple years or so, I have tried to talk my father into getting a dachshund. I almost got him to go through with it when I was a senior in college and an old friend worked at just puppies in Towson where they had the cutiest one there... Well... So... lastnight... I decided I was going to get him one, no matter what. I know he really wants one, I remember his voice on the phone when I told him about the one at Just Puppies.. and when I went to get Scout he was really hoping I got a dachshund too... but I didn't I got my crazy scout (which I love to death).

So, I took the day off, for other reasons. But anyways I started looking for dachshund online in the LA area/ California. Man oh Man theres ALOT... I had texted my sister and told her I was doing it.. again I think she thinks im nuts but you know what... how mad can a guy get when he knows he really wants one, but doesn't want to admit to anyone about it?

So after looking and looking I found one with a little help from my sister cause she just knows how to find them.. Dr. Dolittle I tell you that is my sister. She found Scout and well he's the coolest crazy dog but yet the sweetest cockapoo ever... back to this.... I found the cuties 4 month female dushshund ever. My father's birthday isn't till December so I have time to get her doggie trained and potty trained before we set ourselves to MD for his birthday weekend....

I pick her up on Sunday from Fresno, its about a 4 hour drive. I haven't really gone anywhere in california since I got here so I guess its a start to take a day roadtrip to pick up this cutie!

I know everyone probably thinks I've gone nuts... what is she thinking. Oh well, He will love her no matter what... And I have named her a german name! I knew it was a must!!!

Going back east for a short trip...

So my sister and I have been chatting it up about me coming to visit back east for our father's birthday/ Paige's big day in the play Anne in December... I wouldn't miss Paige standing on the stage for one second but the thought of even going home for a visit scares the shit out of me... I know it seems totally stupid, weird and more or less dumb. But a lot has changed since I moved 3,000 miles away. It has made me think more outside the box, be more in control of not letting what has happen to me define me. I believe I have grown as a person more, and a more happier person, minus those work days I might want to hurt my boss but still, I'm much happier... Going back to were I made myself define it by unhappiness just doesn't seem like a great place to be. I know I shouldn't think its going to be the worst trip ever nor should I care too much about it but just putting the words of Maryland or going for a visit just makes me think of where I am now to where I was then on June 25 when I packed up the car and drove off on i-70.

I know its going to be different and maybe weird since I will be planting myself in a hotel somewhere in the Columbia area since I don't really have a place to stay anymore. But maybe it will be good to go back for the first time and see how much I truly have changed. And seeing the fam since I left will be awesome too, I have missed them alot- definitely my sister Tessa and her girls since I was .8 miles away from them. and well now im 3,000 miles away...

I guess I will see what happens...

People.. they need to realize

Over the last couple months... well okay since I said I was moving to California there have been people who totally been hypercritical of California... Like the earthquakes.... who cares if California has earthquakes its as natural as anything just like hurricanes. They both have about equal damage. Any place on planet earth can have earthquakes.. I do remember Maryland have them in the 90's.

The other thing that has annoyed me is that people have been so bloody hypercritical about Los Angeles who HASN'T ever been to the West Coast... How can you judge anything when you have never been there before? How can you judge anything when you have never stepped foot on the west coast before or even left your little buddle of a life? I can understand people have judgements that they leave in there head and can never get out but still don't say shit when you never been there before. I think it makes you look bad and when I mean bad real bad! Yes there are things about Los Angeles that are different but really then again not... Move out of your little buddle of a life and experience something! Your find that living in your life of a buddle isn't so great and that there is so much things to see outside that little buddle of yours... Or just be jealous of everyone else you the rest of your life... Your pick but don't bitch or be hypercritical...


The other thing I think people need to realize that facebook and myspace are websites people can be friends with whom ever they want.. ITS A FUCKING WEBSITE!!!!! Yes, I am on both but since I moved to Los Angeles I more keep intouch when my friends and family that aren't so next door to me any... And I believe people can be friends with whom ever they like to be WHO THE FUCK CARES... AGAIN ITS A FUCKING WEBSITE!